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y dearest you…you’ve struggled so long as a slave to how you see yourself. I know you can rationalize the why and I know you think that you have a healthy grasp on it but those are lies. You are consumed, enslaved and you have got to let go. I know how that sounds…I know […]

‘m not huge on YouTube videos. Don’t get me wrong, I love them! But they’re like this wormhole of time-suck that I try to avoid. You click on one video, then another, then another and suddenly you’re watching some cartoon from your childhood or a show about the women of WWE for three hours! That […]

nother year gone by. In my decision not to create my usual list of goals for 2014, looking back at 2013 became an entirely different process. Instead of the usual emotions of frantic preparation, slight disappointment and an oddly exhausted excitement, looking back was nothing more than that, looking back at the year. While I’m […]

e’ll rest when we’re dead and gone but we’re not home. So much to do now, we work our fingers to the bone because love does. We were prisoners who got away but we cannot keep this freedom for ourselves. Running back now into danger making freedom out of every slave. There’s no question we […]

gave puppy dog eyes my greatest attempt. I pouted and pretended to whimper like a three year old threatening to burst into tears. Then I laughed because Andrew was laughing so hard he was near tears. We had driven passed an apple tree and I was desperate to get out of the car, run up […]